June 2024

My mom came and left. Felt like it was too short and too fast.

I was pampared while she was around, food was always there and I got someone to talk to late at night. About life, marriage and parenting. It was so nice to have her around that I also put on a few pounds lol

I started going to the gym to workout. I think that helped me feel slightly better as well. I would never say that I have depression but sometimes I do wonder if I was at the edge of it. I think I don’t like to dwell too much on how I feel because when I do, I just fall apart and I hate seeing that happen to myself.

Its also hard to believe that my daughter is now 15 years old and the next thing you know, she will graduate from high school. My son is now 8 and he is as mischievous as ever. He had been back to team practices since April/May. That broken arm seems to be fine and he seems to be ok with going through all drills without issues at the gym.

I miss home and I miss my family. So much that I wished sometimes I can just drop everything and go home.